so..

i sounded pretty upset in my previous blog.. it was only because i was about to get my period, and that i was thinking about things. i forgot what exactly i was thinking of.. i know it was from eating.. OH now i remember.. you don't need to know. it was about my diet. anyways, i listed about stuff that i didn't like or stuff that i start doing now/who i am really.. and i sounded pretty mad, so.. i'll list stuff about myself on a semi-lighter note, why? because i'm bored:

1. i find the topic of "hookas" annoying to think or talk about; i mean.. if you're going to smoke, do the real thing. it's like hooka-ing is faking what your subconscious really wants to do. i mean.. you're hooka-ing which i'm guessing the feeling is 'getting away from your real life and the whole smoke is making you relax' YEAH.. that's the same feeling as smoking. yeah.. it's bad to do the real smoking, but if you really add up how many times a person hookas (which is 10% tobaco) and like, so many people hooka SO MUCH, so if you really add that up, it's just as much as smoking a real cig. i don't know, i just find it pretty annoying in my point of view.

2. i make myself scared. yeah, pretty stupid huh? along with that, i'm pretty much scared of the dark. why? because.. since i scare myself purposely, i don't like being in the dark. whenever i see a dark hallway, or a dark room, i feel like something is going to pop out of nowhere, like a small demon, ghost or some kind of creature. freaky. and it's stupid how i enjoy watching rare or unknown creatures on television or on the internet, but i hate the thought of actually encountering one. it's scary. even a little picture of something can trigger something in my head into thinking that it's going to happen.

i can't think of any more. 2 is enough. so, have fun reading this.