i was going to blog something, but i just don't feel like it anymore. so here's a waste of a good blog spot.
kthxbai.
me and him
Monday, April 27, 2009
Monday, April 20, 2009
Saturday, April 18, 2009
just tired of stuff.
fuck, man. i try. i try to fuckin' make everyone happy for themselves. when can i really be happy for my fuckin' self? no one is ever satisfied, and i'm also talking about myself. i can't make myself happy with the things i fuckin' want, and i can't make others fuckin' happy with the things they want. so what the fuck am i supposed to fuckin' do? i don't know what or who to try to make happy anymore. EVERYONE wants to be happy. even myself. but how the fuck am i going to do that? i can't even help my family. what kind of sibling/daughter am i? a shitty one. that's what. sorry. but i am. just say the truth. i am. in a way, you're better off without me. i'm useless.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
top 3:
(arranged in most favorites to least)
(maybe i'll add more)
(maybe i'll add more)
my only inspiration:
mark anthony rodriguez tapit!<3sushi:
pizza roll
philly roll
salmon nigriart medias:
photography - fujifilm finepix s1000fd
graphic design
pen & papercars:
scion tc
ek civic hatchback
vw golf gtiepisode characters:
zachary levi "chuck"
josh duhamel "las vegas"
matt leblanc "friends"Saturday, April 11, 2009
here we go!
here comes a long update, because i haven't blogged in the longest time.
April 1:
so, april first. april first was the day that our harsh diet started. so there's no meat, no sweets, no soda, and minimal fried foods. it's been.. about two weeks already and it's killing me. i don't think i've even lost any weight! wtf. okay, so.. on sundays, mark said that we could eat ANYTHING. the first sunday, i barely even ate any meat, only like.. 2 pieces of spam. just 2 pieces of meat throughout that whole day and the rest guess what i ate; non meat products. that's perfect huh? i mean, i don't want to eat meat, but i want to eat meat. i just thought that i didn't want to feel like i'm cheating on the diet although i was allowed to eat meat. weird huh?
April 7:
was the day for the china town trip. once my alarm on my phone went off at 4:30 or something, i called kim to see if she's for sure going but she said that she couldn't. so, i called jeff to see if robert and jamie are going.. he said no. all the stress i had about expecting people to go, was dropped and smashed into the ground and i started tearing up. then again, i can't really expect much cause everybody has their own thing to do. emily, jamie, ryan, robert, earl, and myleen couldn't go. the only people left were chris, jayson, jeff, kevin, mark and myself. that was fine, i guess. i felt extremely guilty that chris had to drive back and fourth. -___-; well, we left san diego at 6am, and got to china town at about 8:30am. on the way there, it was crazy, that's all i gotta say. anyways, we walked around china town in the morning.. when everything was still closed but we continued walking around anyways and everything eventually opened. so, we shopped around for stuff, looked at import stuff, looked at.. anime stuff that i wanted. OMG, i saw this alice in wonderland set.. i wanted it so badly. but it's okay. i'm good without it. anyways, chris, jayson, kevin, and jeff got a lot of stuff from china town, when me and mark only got these clips for our keys. that's all we wanted actually.. well, no, not really. but we didn't really find much that we really wanted. anyways, the time that we all started being hungry, we went back to the van and started eating our munchies that we got before leaving san diego. then chris decided that we should go back, check out this one car place in clairmont and then go back to his place. man, the trip was long and i ended up falling asleep; with my mouth open. GOODNESS, how embarrassing. anyways, we got back and we felt all.. relieved and stuff. but i felt uber guilty that chris drove throughout the whole thing. if you're reading this chris, I'M SUPER SUPER SUPER SORRY!! please forgive me..
April 8:
was me and mark's 10 month anniversary! we went out to chibas to get some yummy yummy sushi. then we went to mission valley mall to watch Knowing. that movie was.. interesting, we wouldn't recommend it though. but yay! 10 months. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">
April 11:
We went out to chibas again to get more yummy sushi. but this time the rice was soggy ): it got us icked out but we still finished it anyways. after, we went to lake mira mar area, but we saw an OPEN HOUSE sign and we wanted to say that we did something stupid that day, but once we went to the house; it was AMAZING! it was like my old house, but WAYYYY better. we loved it so much. then we went to hangout at lake mira mar. where these geese kept on following us cause they thought we had food cause some lady and her kid was feeding them crackers. but one time, we were just standing and watching all these squirrels ran around and one came up to us and just stood there
then it just ran away like we weren't even there. it was weird. it's really cute. anyways, we left lake mira mar and started wondering what else should we do, so then mark asked, "wanna go to Frys?" and i was like, "sure!" so then we were heading to Fry's, but it was really traffic. and i wanted to go to Petsmart cause it was right there so then we did. We saw all the fishies, birdies and i showed him the stuff that we used to have for our hamster that passed away long time ago (rip, bootie) and then we saw the cats that can be adopted. <3>
April 1:
so, april first. april first was the day that our harsh diet started. so there's no meat, no sweets, no soda, and minimal fried foods. it's been.. about two weeks already and it's killing me. i don't think i've even lost any weight! wtf. okay, so.. on sundays, mark said that we could eat ANYTHING. the first sunday, i barely even ate any meat, only like.. 2 pieces of spam. just 2 pieces of meat throughout that whole day and the rest guess what i ate; non meat products. that's perfect huh? i mean, i don't want to eat meat, but i want to eat meat. i just thought that i didn't want to feel like i'm cheating on the diet although i was allowed to eat meat. weird huh?
April 7:
was the day for the china town trip. once my alarm on my phone went off at 4:30 or something, i called kim to see if she's for sure going but she said that she couldn't. so, i called jeff to see if robert and jamie are going.. he said no. all the stress i had about expecting people to go, was dropped and smashed into the ground and i started tearing up. then again, i can't really expect much cause everybody has their own thing to do. emily, jamie, ryan, robert, earl, and myleen couldn't go. the only people left were chris, jayson, jeff, kevin, mark and myself. that was fine, i guess. i felt extremely guilty that chris had to drive back and fourth. -___-; well, we left san diego at 6am, and got to china town at about 8:30am. on the way there, it was crazy, that's all i gotta say. anyways, we walked around china town in the morning.. when everything was still closed but we continued walking around anyways and everything eventually opened. so, we shopped around for stuff, looked at import stuff, looked at.. anime stuff that i wanted. OMG, i saw this alice in wonderland set.. i wanted it so badly. but it's okay. i'm good without it. anyways, chris, jayson, kevin, and jeff got a lot of stuff from china town, when me and mark only got these clips for our keys. that's all we wanted actually.. well, no, not really. but we didn't really find much that we really wanted. anyways, the time that we all started being hungry, we went back to the van and started eating our munchies that we got before leaving san diego. then chris decided that we should go back, check out this one car place in clairmont and then go back to his place. man, the trip was long and i ended up falling asleep; with my mouth open. GOODNESS, how embarrassing. anyways, we got back and we felt all.. relieved and stuff. but i felt uber guilty that chris drove throughout the whole thing. if you're reading this chris, I'M SUPER SUPER SUPER SORRY!! please forgive me..
April 8:
was me and mark's 10 month anniversary! we went out to chibas to get some yummy yummy sushi. then we went to mission valley mall to watch Knowing. that movie was.. interesting, we wouldn't recommend it though. but yay! 10 months. <3 style="font-weight: bold;">
April 11:
We went out to chibas again to get more yummy sushi. but this time the rice was soggy ): it got us icked out but we still finished it anyways. after, we went to lake mira mar area, but we saw an OPEN HOUSE sign and we wanted to say that we did something stupid that day, but once we went to the house; it was AMAZING! it was like my old house, but WAYYYY better. we loved it so much. then we went to hangout at lake mira mar. where these geese kept on following us cause they thought we had food cause some lady and her kid was feeding them crackers. but one time, we were just standing and watching all these squirrels ran around and one came up to us and just stood there
then it just ran away like we weren't even there. it was weird. it's really cute. anyways, we left lake mira mar and started wondering what else should we do, so then mark asked, "wanna go to Frys?" and i was like, "sure!" so then we were heading to Fry's, but it was really traffic. and i wanted to go to Petsmart cause it was right there so then we did. We saw all the fishies, birdies and i showed him the stuff that we used to have for our hamster that passed away long time ago (rip, bootie) and then we saw the cats that can be adopted. <3>
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