if people were psychic? then you wouldn't really have to tell them what you want. THEN AGAIN, that just ruins the whole communication part. damn.. what the hell? no one ever wins. :/
anyways, school didn't start off 'oh so great' as i wanted it to be. i'm not even taking an art class anymore.. because the stupid teacher told people that her class was a continue from the first part of the teachings. -____-.. gawd. ugh.. whatever.
me and him
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
Monday, January 26, 2009
100+ reasons why i love him.
"1. you know how to love me.
2. your smile makes my heart jump.
3. you put up with my weird antics.
4. you listen to the dreams that i have.
5. we can just lay in bed and have a small chit chat.
6. the way that you look at me times when you're not trying to seem seductive and cute makes my heart beat fast.
7. you make me feel like a little fan girl.
8. you make me feel like i'm on the top of the world.
9. you make me feel like i am meant to be with you.
10. you make me feel like we were born just to be together.
11. you give me space when i get upset.
12. you don't have to act all lovey dovey to show that you love me.
13. although it makes me feel guilty, you don't mind taking me out to places.
14. although it makes me feel guilty, you don't mind paying for the stuff that i need.
15. you protect me whenever we're out.
16. you literally take my breath away when we give each other tight hugs.
17. you inspire me.
18. you make me want to sing my heart out loud.
19. at the same time, you make me feel shy inside.
20. you love the way i am.
21. you make me accept your compliments.
22. you help me with my self doubts.
23. you're my savior.
24. you're always the one that i run too when i have problems.
25. you're my main model for photography when we're out.
26. you let me be creative however you want me to be.
27. you let me win in ice hockey.
28. you let me win in video games.
29. we act silly together.
30. the compliments that you give me makes me feel better with myself.
31. you 'take care of' whoever picks on me.
32. you give me lots of kisses.
33. you act romantic at times.
34. and then you ruin it with a fart or a weird comment, but it's okay, you're quite while doing it.
35. you fulfilled one of my dreams of having a surprise birthday party.
36. whenever you're about to go on one knee, my heart goes crazy.
37. you take care of me whenever i'm sick.
38. you stay by my side whenever i'm sick.
39. we have serious conversations about both of us, which makes us know more things.
40. whenever i get angry, you do something about it.
41. whenever i get angry, you stop me from doing something stupid.
42. whenever i get angry, you don't stop until you make me stop.
43. you make me feel important.
44. you hug me while we sleep.
45. you make me feel warm when i'm cold.
46. you save me from doing something stupid.
47. you were there for me when i desperately needed someone.
48. you're considerate.
49. we talk about our future together.
50. you make me feel like i'm already your wife.
51. you let me win in tickle fights.
52. you let me fart, even when it stinks. (ew, hahaha)
53. you understand where i'm coming from.
54. you don't make fun of me of not knowing tagalog.
55. you smile whenever we're in a picture together.
56. you sometimes finish my food when i get full.
57. you drive all the way to el cajon just to visit me.
58. whenever you visit, i get really excited.
59. you only want to be with me, and only me.
60. in a room filled with girls, i'm sure i'm the only girl that you'll be looking for.
61. you actually slept over at my place.
62. you let me push you to the edge of the bed on accident.
63. it's cute and weird whenever you're going shake your hips.
64. although you don't know how to massage properly, you do it anyways to make me feel good.
65. you don't criticize me.
66. you give me respect for who i am, and who i am as a girl.
67. you help me whenever i'm stressed, even though i get upset.
68. you help me be calm after being stressed.
69. you protect my head whenever i'm about to hit my head on something.
70. you call me just to hear my voice.
71. we reflect on life together.
72. you comfort me when i'm sad.
73. you let me use your body as a huge tissue when i'm crying hard. (i hope you know that.)
74. it's cute when you purposely get jealous when i tell you guys were looking at me.
75. you give guys mean looks when we're out together.
76. you hug me when guys look at me.
77. you call me your pillow.
78. you get protective if i show off a lot of skin. (although, it's mainly for you.)
79. you prefer me with glasses than without glasses.
80. you explain to me stuff that i don't get and not make me sound stupid at the same time.
81. you trust me to drive your car.
82. you trust me with your passwords.
83. you always want to be with me.
84. we hold hands with one of us drives.
85. you make me day dream about you.
86. you make me dream about you.
87. you feed me when i'm not even hungry.
88. you make me know that you're going to be a great father in the future.
89. you make me know that you're going to be a great husband in the future.
90. you're body is hot, i don't care if you have a big tummy.
91. you make me literally laugh my ass off or roll on the floor laughing.
92. you're comfortable with me.
93. you ask me if i can hug you while we sleep.
94. you say 'i love you' at random times, which i really love.
95. you say that you miss me after a day of not seeing each other.
96. you make me feel like a queen at times.
97. you make me want to list a 100 reasons why i love you.
98. you make me want to scream out how much i love you to the world.
99. you make me want to have a future with you.
100. you want to be with me forever and i want to be with you forever too."
this is what i posted for my boyfriend, mark tapit, in my personal blog & i'd like to share with you all more reasons why i love him!
101. whenever i'm at my place and i'm upset about something, he sometimes comes over with ice cream.
102. he makes me push forward when i can't.
103. he makes me feel better all the time.
104. it's super cute when you make those, "uh.. what?" or "NO! i didn't fart.... yes i did." or those times that he takes his little mental notes about being romantic.
105. he makes me turn into a babbling little fan girl whenever he looks at me in a certain way.
106. he sings along with me sometimes in the car, or whenever it's quiet in the car, he starts singing out of nowhere which makes me startled but i laugh.
107. he pulls me into him when we sleep and gives me a tight hug and a kiss on the forehead before we go to sleep.
108. he watches the television shows that i want to watch when i want to watch whatever i want to watch. (caught up? hahah. sounds like i'm selfish, huh?)
109. he'll hug and keep me warm even in the coldest weathers despite how cold he is.
110. we're always caking together. ;] (caking = flirting)
111. he makes me feel better about my big butt.
112. he doesn't want me to get any jobs that deal with showing off my skin, which is really, really GREAT for him to do. :]
113. he lets me wear his clothes to bed or whenever we're going out.
114. we make fun of each other and it's cute when he reacts to it. (we don't mean anything though.. maybe)
115. he carries me when i ask him too.
116. even though he's very sleepy from work or school, he still stays up just to talk to me. (that's just freakin' cute of him to do)
117. 'great minds think alike.' :]
118. he responds back to my blogs.
119. he'll love me no matter how fat i get.
120. randomly, he gives me these stares and i ask him, "what?" and he doesn't say anything but gives me a sweet smile which is another way he gets me to act like a little fan girl.
that's all for now! :]
2. your smile makes my heart jump.
3. you put up with my weird antics.
4. you listen to the dreams that i have.
5. we can just lay in bed and have a small chit chat.
6. the way that you look at me times when you're not trying to seem seductive and cute makes my heart beat fast.
7. you make me feel like a little fan girl.
8. you make me feel like i'm on the top of the world.
9. you make me feel like i am meant to be with you.
10. you make me feel like we were born just to be together.
11. you give me space when i get upset.
12. you don't have to act all lovey dovey to show that you love me.
13. although it makes me feel guilty, you don't mind taking me out to places.
14. although it makes me feel guilty, you don't mind paying for the stuff that i need.
15. you protect me whenever we're out.
16. you literally take my breath away when we give each other tight hugs.
17. you inspire me.
18. you make me want to sing my heart out loud.
19. at the same time, you make me feel shy inside.
20. you love the way i am.
21. you make me accept your compliments.
22. you help me with my self doubts.
23. you're my savior.
24. you're always the one that i run too when i have problems.
25. you're my main model for photography when we're out.
26. you let me be creative however you want me to be.
27. you let me win in ice hockey.
28. you let me win in video games.
29. we act silly together.
30. the compliments that you give me makes me feel better with myself.
31. you 'take care of' whoever picks on me.
32. you give me lots of kisses.
33. you act romantic at times.
34. and then you ruin it with a fart or a weird comment, but it's okay, you're quite while doing it.
35. you fulfilled one of my dreams of having a surprise birthday party.
36. whenever you're about to go on one knee, my heart goes crazy.
37. you take care of me whenever i'm sick.
38. you stay by my side whenever i'm sick.
39. we have serious conversations about both of us, which makes us know more things.
40. whenever i get angry, you do something about it.
41. whenever i get angry, you stop me from doing something stupid.
42. whenever i get angry, you don't stop until you make me stop.
43. you make me feel important.
44. you hug me while we sleep.
45. you make me feel warm when i'm cold.
46. you save me from doing something stupid.
47. you were there for me when i desperately needed someone.
48. you're considerate.
49. we talk about our future together.
50. you make me feel like i'm already your wife.
51. you let me win in tickle fights.
52. you let me fart, even when it stinks. (ew, hahaha)
53. you understand where i'm coming from.
54. you don't make fun of me of not knowing tagalog.
55. you smile whenever we're in a picture together.
56. you sometimes finish my food when i get full.
57. you drive all the way to el cajon just to visit me.
58. whenever you visit, i get really excited.
59. you only want to be with me, and only me.
60. in a room filled with girls, i'm sure i'm the only girl that you'll be looking for.
61. you actually slept over at my place.
62. you let me push you to the edge of the bed on accident.
63. it's cute and weird whenever you're going shake your hips.
64. although you don't know how to massage properly, you do it anyways to make me feel good.
65. you don't criticize me.
66. you give me respect for who i am, and who i am as a girl.
67. you help me whenever i'm stressed, even though i get upset.
68. you help me be calm after being stressed.
69. you protect my head whenever i'm about to hit my head on something.
70. you call me just to hear my voice.
71. we reflect on life together.
72. you comfort me when i'm sad.
73. you let me use your body as a huge tissue when i'm crying hard. (i hope you know that.)
74. it's cute when you purposely get jealous when i tell you guys were looking at me.
75. you give guys mean looks when we're out together.
76. you hug me when guys look at me.
77. you call me your pillow.
78. you get protective if i show off a lot of skin. (although, it's mainly for you.)
79. you prefer me with glasses than without glasses.
80. you explain to me stuff that i don't get and not make me sound stupid at the same time.
81. you trust me to drive your car.
82. you trust me with your passwords.
83. you always want to be with me.
84. we hold hands with one of us drives.
85. you make me day dream about you.
86. you make me dream about you.
87. you feed me when i'm not even hungry.
88. you make me know that you're going to be a great father in the future.
89. you make me know that you're going to be a great husband in the future.
90. you're body is hot, i don't care if you have a big tummy.
91. you make me literally laugh my ass off or roll on the floor laughing.
92. you're comfortable with me.
93. you ask me if i can hug you while we sleep.
94. you say 'i love you' at random times, which i really love.
95. you say that you miss me after a day of not seeing each other.
96. you make me feel like a queen at times.
97. you make me want to list a 100 reasons why i love you.
98. you make me want to scream out how much i love you to the world.
99. you make me want to have a future with you.
100. you want to be with me forever and i want to be with you forever too."
this is what i posted for my boyfriend, mark tapit, in my personal blog & i'd like to share with you all more reasons why i love him!
101. whenever i'm at my place and i'm upset about something, he sometimes comes over with ice cream.
102. he makes me push forward when i can't.
103. he makes me feel better all the time.
104. it's super cute when you make those, "uh.. what?" or "NO! i didn't fart.... yes i did." or those times that he takes his little mental notes about being romantic.
105. he makes me turn into a babbling little fan girl whenever he looks at me in a certain way.
106. he sings along with me sometimes in the car, or whenever it's quiet in the car, he starts singing out of nowhere which makes me startled but i laugh.
107. he pulls me into him when we sleep and gives me a tight hug and a kiss on the forehead before we go to sleep.
108. he watches the television shows that i want to watch when i want to watch whatever i want to watch. (caught up? hahah. sounds like i'm selfish, huh?)
109. he'll hug and keep me warm even in the coldest weathers despite how cold he is.
110. we're always caking together. ;] (caking = flirting)
111. he makes me feel better about my big butt.
112. he doesn't want me to get any jobs that deal with showing off my skin, which is really, really GREAT for him to do. :]
113. he lets me wear his clothes to bed or whenever we're going out.
114. we make fun of each other and it's cute when he reacts to it. (we don't mean anything though.. maybe)
115. he carries me when i ask him too.
116. even though he's very sleepy from work or school, he still stays up just to talk to me. (that's just freakin' cute of him to do)
117. 'great minds think alike.' :]
118. he responds back to my blogs.
119. he'll love me no matter how fat i get.
120. randomly, he gives me these stares and i ask him, "what?" and he doesn't say anything but gives me a sweet smile which is another way he gets me to act like a little fan girl.
that's all for now! :]
Monday, January 19, 2009
this is partially maria.
1. I stress easily.
2. I am deathly afraid of bunched up holes & cockroaches.
3. I can sing, I just choose not to sing on front of people.
4. I laugh and get jittery when I get really nervous.
5. I enjoy listening to Jazz, Disco/Groove, & old school music on a daily basis.
6. I sometimes think I was supposed to be born in the old 60's or 80's era.
7. I am not ambitious enough to do the things I want to do.
8. I lost my courage to play badminton because of Coach Brown.
9. I love The Nightmare Before Christmas & Alice In Wonderland.
10. Tim Burton is my all-time favorite director.
11. I enjoy customizing my myspace page out of boredum.
12. I just got addicted to notes on facebook.
13. I don't have my own room at my apartment, I sleep in the living room with my mom.
14. I self-doubt myself all the time.
15. I repeat songs on purpose so that I can get tired of it later and look for a new song.
16. I miss summer a lot.
17. I daydream a bit too much.
18. I enjoy going over the speed limit while driving.
19. I'm starting to get into cars again.
20. My prayers came true; God heard my prayers.
21. I used to wish on 11:11, but I stopped because there's not point anymore.
22. I enjoy watching kitchen informercials.
23. I want more kitchen stuff.
24. I have a small OCD problem.
25. I hate smoke, even hookah smoke.
26. I am not a girly girl, I'm not a tomboy. I'm just Maria.
27. I hated dresses when I was little, but whenever I go window shopping, all I look for are dresses.
28. I want to be married and have kids before the age of 30.
29. I adore my friends and my boyfriend.
30. I always want to cut and color my hair, but at the same time I want to grow it out.
31. I HATE horror & scary stuff.
32. I'm not that old Maria anymore.
33. I think I'm cute at times, but not really pretty.
34. I am still waiting to go to a club.
35. I enjoy taking pictures of people and things.
ah, that's all for now. if you want to know anything else about me, just ask and i'll think about telling you depending what your question is. :]
- maria e.
2. I am deathly afraid of bunched up holes & cockroaches.
3. I can sing, I just choose not to sing on front of people.
4. I laugh and get jittery when I get really nervous.
5. I enjoy listening to Jazz, Disco/Groove, & old school music on a daily basis.
6. I sometimes think I was supposed to be born in the old 60's or 80's era.
7. I am not ambitious enough to do the things I want to do.
8. I lost my courage to play badminton because of Coach Brown.
9. I love The Nightmare Before Christmas & Alice In Wonderland.
10. Tim Burton is my all-time favorite director.
11. I enjoy customizing my myspace page out of boredum.
12. I just got addicted to notes on facebook.
13. I don't have my own room at my apartment, I sleep in the living room with my mom.
14. I self-doubt myself all the time.
15. I repeat songs on purpose so that I can get tired of it later and look for a new song.
16. I miss summer a lot.
17. I daydream a bit too much.
18. I enjoy going over the speed limit while driving.
19. I'm starting to get into cars again.
20. My prayers came true; God heard my prayers.
21. I used to wish on 11:11, but I stopped because there's not point anymore.
22. I enjoy watching kitchen informercials.
23. I want more kitchen stuff.
24. I have a small OCD problem.
25. I hate smoke, even hookah smoke.
26. I am not a girly girl, I'm not a tomboy. I'm just Maria.
27. I hated dresses when I was little, but whenever I go window shopping, all I look for are dresses.
28. I want to be married and have kids before the age of 30.
29. I adore my friends and my boyfriend.
30. I always want to cut and color my hair, but at the same time I want to grow it out.
31. I HATE horror & scary stuff.
32. I'm not that old Maria anymore.
33. I think I'm cute at times, but not really pretty.
34. I am still waiting to go to a club.
35. I enjoy taking pictures of people and things.
ah, that's all for now. if you want to know anything else about me, just ask and i'll think about telling you depending what your question is. :]
- maria e.
Better & Inspired.
I haven't really been taking really great photos lately. Well, nothing that I want in a photo. Also, I've been thinking that I should just use this blogger as not only for a photography site, but also as a regular blog. Duh! Anyways, yeah.
So, I've been feeling really sucky lately. I think it's because of the fact that I'm not pushing myself to try harder for people and myself. I've noticed that whenever someone tries to help, I just get stressed and just try to ignore them. Not good at all, I know. Mean too. Anyways, I hate that, and that's why I haven't been taking photos, and that I've been bummed. There's other reasons too, but those are personal. But, throughout the night/morning, I've been listening to several artists: Aj Rafael & Gabe Bondoc, and I feel much more better, and I feel a little bit inspired. I'm not sure when is the next time I'll be taking photos, but hopefully it'll be soon. Also, those two artists have kinda inspired me to sing again. Yes, I sing. Ugh.. Anyways, that's about it.
So, I've been feeling really sucky lately. I think it's because of the fact that I'm not pushing myself to try harder for people and myself. I've noticed that whenever someone tries to help, I just get stressed and just try to ignore them. Not good at all, I know. Mean too. Anyways, I hate that, and that's why I haven't been taking photos, and that I've been bummed. There's other reasons too, but those are personal. But, throughout the night/morning, I've been listening to several artists: Aj Rafael & Gabe Bondoc, and I feel much more better, and I feel a little bit inspired. I'm not sure when is the next time I'll be taking photos, but hopefully it'll be soon. Also, those two artists have kinda inspired me to sing again. Yes, I sing. Ugh.. Anyways, that's about it.
Saturday, January 10, 2009
20081228
As you can see, this picture is just like the one in the header, but I took this shot in a vertical way. This photo makes me feel like I was just a kid again because when I was young, my step dad used to take me out to go fishing and when I was looking at these people, it made me happy. Also, I took this photo while my boyfriend was talking, it wasn't such a great idea of a girlfriend to do, but hey, at least i took a nice looking picture! I love my boyfriend and he understands that I need to work on my photography skills. Anyways, I have the colored version of this photo, but I just decided to make this photo black & white and enhance the brightness and contrast. The photo came out just the way I wanted it to be, compared to the colored version; I like this one instead. Let me tell you about the day that I took this picture, we spent about 8 or 9 hours in downtown just walking around. At the end of the day, the back of my knee was aching way too much than it has ever been.
Friday, January 9, 2009
20081228
So, about this photo; it's a photo of my pet cat, Mimi. I took this photo when I was experimenting with my new camera, Fujifilm S1000 fd. I forgot what settings I used to take this photo, but I think it turned out very good. Besides the facial expression of Mimi, I feel as if this photo portrays a feeling of "get away from me" attitude. Now, about that facial expression.. She was trying to go to sleep and I was just there taking photos of her. Also, she doesn't really like ME being around her a lot of times during the day. Anyways, I hope you like the photo.- maria kristinna e.
hello to all.
this blogger will be for public; i have main blog that i have, but it's only for personal stuff and for certain people. this blogger will be used for my photography, i may upload one and describe it, or different kinds and no description, it just depends on my mood. the only reason i am doing this is to share with everyone what i love about photography and how i don't portray photography as a trend that has been happening lately. i have noticed that people nowadays have expensive-ass cameras that are only being used for myspace or facebook pictures. no, they're not used for that stuff, it can be! but it's not. professional cameras are made for catching beauty within nature, or objects or people, not taking myspace or facebook pictures. anyways, there's my little vent. sorry, anyways, hope you understand where i was coming from and please enjoy my photos. :]
- maria kristinna e.
- maria kristinna e.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
